Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Just in time

The past 2 months were the best two months here in Malaysia though what matters is not here in Malaysia. Its about a girl I kinda had a crush on for like over 2years now and 2 months ago I was finally man enough to tell her how I felt. You wont believe what happened when i told her that!! She didn't say that she likes me...but we started chatting more often. One day she asked me why I wanted to be with her and I said 'cause I love her. Then she asked why again and said that I didn't even know her, then I said 'cause I can't stop thinking about her and yeah I think about her day in day out all day long. Stupid right!! but who gives a shit its my life..hell yeah!!! okay back to the story after that I told her to tell me more about her..then she start telling me more and more about her...after a while she asked me when I started to like her and I told her since a few days after we started chatting, that when she told me that she likes me back....I was totally shocked cause I never thought a girl like her would like a guy like me.... I even asked her when she started liking me and she told me since the beginning of this year and you know what we haven't been in contact for about an year...most of the time I tried to tell her before but every time that I try shes always in a relationship, so I didn't open my mouth and moved on. Its was after coming to Malaysia that I had the guts to tell her how I felt. I was encourage to tell her because of one of her friends who happens to be my friend too. The friends' name is Naji. She told me that its better to tell now. So just crossed my finger and told her and now its like a dream come true. She actually likes me and maybe loves me. We are just waiting until her O'level exam is over and for me to go back for my break. DAMN I LOVE HER so much!!! she says shes not so beautiful but I've seen her and I can tell u shes the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. If any of you would want to help me please pray to god that we won't end up being seperated in anyway. Thank you in advance. Oh and by the way her name is Rishfa and shes my future gf. hehe

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