Worst or Best week of the month...??

Last Saturday I gave my phone for repairs..since I broke it 'cause I couldn't control my anger one night.. This week I couldn't go to most of the classes might be bacause I didnt have a phone to wake me up in the morning or I'm just becoming a bit more lazy.. I feel bad about it and I hate myself or that...Why can't I jus leave my sleep for sometime and go to college..besides it's way more important than a little bit of sleep and a scolding from my sister..hehe...Well...that's basically the reason why I think it's the worst week of the month...and as for the best part...there nothing much to say, but I think Rishfa is letting go of her biggest fear. She thinks that I'm gonna leave her for her cousin Hathu..or I might just leave her 'cause she isnt that beautiful...I still dn't know why she thinks I would leave her..I keep telling her that if I want to leave her than I would have left her way before we started talking this year... I could have found someone here in Malaysia and left her without doing so much...OK...I think that's it for the best part too...and DAMN IT!! I slacking off too much..I still need to finish the reports and the MA assignment..and what the hell am I doin posting this...stupid me..oh well..atleast it was worth it..I didn't waste much time on this did I??...who cares I already posted this..HA HA!!...

Just in time

The past 2 months were the best two months here in Malaysia though what matters is not here in Malaysia. Its about a girl I kinda had a crush on for like over 2years now and 2 months ago I was finally man enough to tell her how I felt. You wont believe what happened when i told her that!! She didn't say that she likes me...but we started chatting more often. One day she asked me why I wanted to be with her and I said 'cause I love her. Then she asked why again and said that I didn't even know her, then I said 'cause I can't stop thinking about her and yeah I think about her day in day out all day long. Stupid right!! but who gives a shit its my life..hell yeah!!! okay back to the story after that I told her to tell me more about her..then she start telling me more and more about her...after a while she asked me when I started to like her and I told her since a few days after we started chatting, that when she told me that she likes me back....I was totally shocked cause I never thought a girl like her would like a guy like me.... I even asked her when she started liking me and she told me since the beginning of this year and you know what we haven't been in contact for about an year...most of the time I tried to tell her before but every time that I try shes always in a relationship, so I didn't open my mouth and moved on. Its was after coming to Malaysia that I had the guts to tell her how I felt. I was encourage to tell her because of one of her friends who happens to be my friend too. The friends' name is Naji. She told me that its better to tell now. So just crossed my finger and told her and now its like a dream come true. She actually likes me and maybe loves me. We are just waiting until her O'level exam is over and for me to go back for my break. DAMN I LOVE HER so much!!! she says shes not so beautiful but I've seen her and I can tell u shes the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. If any of you would want to help me please pray to god that we won't end up being seperated in anyway. Thank you in advance. Oh and by the way her name is Rishfa and shes my future gf. hehe

Advice time..part 1

1. Never love with all your heart, but fill your heart with all your love..if you know what I mean...
2. If u have bad hands be happy that you have good legs and if u have both bad hands and legs be happy that you have a good heart...or at least try to have a good heart 'cause you will need it...
3. love with sex is not love but lust...