Startin again..

Its been a while since i've done this. some of u might have missed it, some of u may have not. I've been pretty busy for the past few months and sometimes not in the mood to do this, but now I really need to get somethings off my chest. The guy AZ in one of my previous post is startin to get annoying again. Maybe he's jealous of me or maybe it's because I don't hang out with him at all. Eitherways wonder whats his problem...=\ luckily now he doesn't talk much to me, but the other night he kept asking me to help him tackle a "girl" in my class, who is really nice. But I don't want to help him in anyway. He talks bad about people behind their back and insults my friends, so why should I help him. And I don't care what he does he can't control my life. He trys to give me advices on how to improve my life, but what is he doing? He ruining it whether he knows it or not. He tell me what to do and what not to do, Even though I won't listen to what he says. He keeps talking about girls all the time, saying things like "she will be great in bed" stuff like that. So why would I care to help him tackle my friend or any other girl, when he's just another A Hole.
Well thats it for now..hopefully i'll be updating more often from now on.

Worst or Best week of the month...??

Last Saturday I gave my phone for repairs..since I broke it 'cause I couldn't control my anger one night.. This week I couldn't go to most of the classes might be bacause I didnt have a phone to wake me up in the morning or I'm just becoming a bit more lazy.. I feel bad about it and I hate myself or that...Why can't I jus leave my sleep for sometime and go to college..besides it's way more important than a little bit of sleep and a scolding from my sister..hehe...Well...that's basically the reason why I think it's the worst week of the month...and as for the best part...there nothing much to say, but I think Rishfa is letting go of her biggest fear. She thinks that I'm gonna leave her for her cousin Hathu..or I might just leave her 'cause she isnt that beautiful...I still dn't know why she thinks I would leave her..I keep telling her that if I want to leave her than I would have left her way before we started talking this year... I could have found someone here in Malaysia and left her without doing so much...OK...I think that's it for the best part too...and DAMN IT!! I slacking off too much..I still need to finish the reports and the MA assignment..and what the hell am I doin posting this...stupid me..oh well..atleast it was worth it..I didn't waste much time on this did I??...who cares I already posted this..HA HA!!...

Just in time

The past 2 months were the best two months here in Malaysia though what matters is not here in Malaysia. Its about a girl I kinda had a crush on for like over 2years now and 2 months ago I was finally man enough to tell her how I felt. You wont believe what happened when i told her that!! She didn't say that she likes me...but we started chatting more often. One day she asked me why I wanted to be with her and I said 'cause I love her. Then she asked why again and said that I didn't even know her, then I said 'cause I can't stop thinking about her and yeah I think about her day in day out all day long. Stupid right!! but who gives a shit its my life..hell yeah!!! okay back to the story after that I told her to tell me more about her..then she start telling me more and more about her...after a while she asked me when I started to like her and I told her since a few days after we started chatting, that when she told me that she likes me back....I was totally shocked cause I never thought a girl like her would like a guy like me.... I even asked her when she started liking me and she told me since the beginning of this year and you know what we haven't been in contact for about an year...most of the time I tried to tell her before but every time that I try shes always in a relationship, so I didn't open my mouth and moved on. Its was after coming to Malaysia that I had the guts to tell her how I felt. I was encourage to tell her because of one of her friends who happens to be my friend too. The friends' name is Naji. She told me that its better to tell now. So just crossed my finger and told her and now its like a dream come true. She actually likes me and maybe loves me. We are just waiting until her O'level exam is over and for me to go back for my break. DAMN I LOVE HER so much!!! she says shes not so beautiful but I've seen her and I can tell u shes the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. If any of you would want to help me please pray to god that we won't end up being seperated in anyway. Thank you in advance. Oh and by the way her name is Rishfa and shes my future gf. hehe

Advice time..part 1

1. Never love with all your heart, but fill your heart with all your love..if you know what I mean...
2. If u have bad hands be happy that you have good legs and if u have both bad hands and legs be happy that you have a good heart...or at least try to have a good heart 'cause you will need it...
3. love with sex is not love but lust...

STOP IT!!!

Since last week or so, my last gf has been kinda driving me NUTS!!! It might be because I still talk to her even though she was the one who dumped me. It's like every night she gets online and we start through a normal conversation as in a Hi, How are you? and stuff like that. But after talking for a while she will say "can I say something?" and I reply to her by saying "yeah". And then she would say that she loves me, which is something that pisses me off. I just wanna be your friend for crying out loud!!! I have this policy of being friends with my ex girl friends. Well the other girl friends are not like this one, they stay quiet even if they love me or not. But my last ex nooooooo...she has to day the word love every time we talk. The truth is I just can't stop talking to her. Shes one of my neighbour and after we got together I found out her parents knew my parents, though I never saw my parents talking to her parents. Now I'm going out of my mind!!! Why won't she forget everything thats happened? She is the one who broke up with me without even letting me explain anything to her. Everytime I think of getting back together with her, I knew I will be with her for only sex (something I haven't yet and hopefully would do it for a long time) and I won't love her the way I did before. I know some of the people might think that I'm an idoit or something like that for not having sex, well you know what? mind your own business!!!.. anyways I guess I got that off my chest.. hope you like this =p until next..cya

Difference between ringtones and alarms

Tonight I realized that I shouldn't use my favorite songs as my alarm and it's better to use it as a ring tone. You see when you are asleep even if your phone starts ringing, you can always reject the call. But when it comes to ALARMS it will keep on ringing on and on... every time that I hear the alarm go off, I literally jump off my bed!! Its the best way to ruin your day for sure. But what to do, if there wasn't an alarm I won't be at college in time. And maybe I might oversleep and end up not going to college. Wish that would happen.hehehe. BTW I have been using a song called Apologize as my alarm and guess what!! Now everytime I hear the song I'm scared to death..lol!!!.. So a word of advice to who ever is using or going to use his/her favorite song as an ALARM, DON"T YOU DARE DO THAT. Unless you really wanna hate the song:p~~~ SO BEWARE OF THE SCARY ALARM!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA....................oh and btw..ring tones are for enjoyment and alarms are for scaring the crap outta you

Fun in APIIT

Today I went to APIIT with Agnes and Michelle. It was soo fun. BTW Agnes happens to be a former stundet of APIIT. Agnes was actually planning to go and meet Vivian and Raymond for lunch and go to Time Square with me and Michelle, but something came up and we ended up staying at APIIT the whole day. At first me and Michelle were the only KDU students there and all of the APIIT students welcome us to the place, It was so cool. Every one there was so friendly and the lecturer that we met today was a really fun guy too. Damn I wish I was a student there too. But my life in Malaysia started in KDU so I did prefer staying there and KDU is closer to my condo so it's more convenient for me to go there. We did make a lot of friends, though I cant remember most of their names. Sorry guys, hope you don't mind telling me your names again.. I'm really sorry. I just have a bad memory when it comes to names sometimes. For me KDU is the opoosite of APIIT. most students in KDU are not so social I guess. I think I would have a lot more friends by now if I was in APIIT. No offense though. Sorry KDU. But I do hope I could go to APIIT again and soon. Thanks for the fun day.

Annoyed

Ever since the beginning of this semester I have been annoyed by this guy AZ in my class and he is also from Maldives. And the worst part is, he lives in the same condo as me. T_T. At first I thought I could take all the bullshit, but now i feel like just killing him. He started being annoying since the day he told me not to trust my friends from my first semester. How can I not trust them?? They all helped me in so many ways.. lot more than you can ever imagine. And how do you know that they are gonna betray me or anything?? You just met them and I have known them for over 4 months. The next thing I'm pissed at him for is when he saw me sitting with a Sudan girl I met this semester. He asked me why I was sitting with her? and that she wasn't that BEAUTIFUL!!! At that time I wanted to say to him WTF!!! DOES ALL MY FEMALE FRIENDS HAVE TO BE BEAUTIFUL?? FRIENDS ARE FRIEND WHETHER THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL OR NOT!! WHETHER THEY ARE DEAF OR BLIND!! FRIENDS ARE PEOPLE WHO WOULD BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEED THEM!! SO GO F*** YOURSELF. At least that's what I wanted to say, but unfortunately I'm not the kinda guy who would scold a person infront of everyone. BTW that Sudan girl, she beautiful to me. All my friends are, except AZ ofcourse. I have been taking his bullshit for over 5 weeks now and I think I can't control my anger anymore. Yesterday I almost kicked him between the legs . Today we went to college together cause we had the same class in the morning. When I got to college I went to class to find Ashton, but he wasn't there. When I went over to Ben to ask where Ashton was, AZ started asking me to leave cause Agnes wasn't talking to us. And at that time I told him to shut up!!, but I did it calmly. All day long I just wanted to kill the guy. If I was a serial killer he would be my first target for sure. Anyways... after CF class, we went to PDLS class and at the end of the class we were asked to form groups for some kinda activity that was coming up on October. We need 10 people in each team. As we were discussing, we came up with the people in our group and at first we were missing 2 people, but luckily my friend Ali didn't have a team so we welcomed him to the team. After getting all the contacts, we all went our separate ways and on the way out, AZ asked me to tell Ben (the team leader for it) to ditch Ali, cause he thinks that Agnes won't be joining us if Michelle can't. But to tell you the truth I would rather to ditch AZ. And I think it's better if agnes and Michelle doesn't join our group if he is around. After that I was lucky to have gotten rid of AZ by making up an excuse to go hang out with Agnes and Michelle. And thank god for that. He so full of SHIT!!!