wrongly accused

Well guess what happened when I was in Maldives. My parents suspected me of using drugs, because someone living in our area said so. Did you really think I would use that? The worst part about it is that my parents blame my friends for that. My friends have always been looking out for me and I know that they would keep me away from harm just like my parents. And one more thing, none of us is using drugs. So don't worry, I told you once before. I won't use it and never thought of using, but if you even suspect me of using drugs again. I will start using it for real. I know your worried about me, but please don't blame my friend for doing what I do. I'm old enough to make my own decisions.

Is it the same?

It's the first time away from my family and friends. And haven't been to another country in ages. Soon after coming here I had to start college and I was enjoying my life. But still couldn't help feel like I'm missing somethings here. I really did feel that I didn't fit in. But now I'm having fun with the friends I have made during the past 3 months. The worst thing about being here is that I missing all the fun back at home. And now I'm starting to hate my parents for that. The purpose of me coming here to study was to keep me away from my friends, all because my parents didn't like them. It's not fair right? My friends do look after me. Just like my parents. I do go out, but with my sis. It's not the same as before. I used to hang out with my friends still 4 in the morning, but here I'm back home before 11pm.Not the same at all.

This year (2008)

At the beginning I got my license and I was going to my job even though I'm almost late everyday. 2 other girls started working at the office so I was supposed to check whether they do their job. But when even I go to the office I had to do most of the things, so I stayed away from the office. Even though I was getting scolded by my dad almost everyday. After s few months I got my last girlfriend. we were together for about 2 months when I had to come to Malaysia for my Diploma. On May 28th I left Maldives and on the way I met a girl, we had a great chat in the flight. She was a sister of a friend of mine, who came with us here for a ceremony (Winner's Nite) held in Malaysia once every year. After I came here I didn't really think of sleeping. As soon as I got home I went out with my sister who has been studying here for the about 2 years now. 2 days later I went for the winner's nite and met the girl again. We had a great time and exchanged e-mails.
After a few days I got messaged my girlfriend. I could call her for about a week cause my previous phone got screwed up on the way here. I told my girlfriend about the girl and she went ballistic, and broke up. I know that I should tell the truth all the time, but I don't like lying to my girlfriends. After my girlfriend broke up the news broke out that I broke up with her because of a girl I met on the way to Malaysia. And there was no way that anyone would have found out about it if my ex didn't say so. That's the reason why I didn't take her back when she wanted to.
Few weeks after that I started chatting with girl I met on the plane (lets call her Amy to make it easier). I found out that Amy had a problem with her boyfriend and tried helping out. And a few days later found myself falling for her. And when I told her she also felt the same way, though she didn't admit it at 1st. The only problem was he had a boyfriend and I didn't really wanna be between them. But there came a point when I told her to break up with him cause she was telling me that her boyfriend is not good to her and all. The weird about it was, she was telling me all of it. But she is still with that guy. So I don't think that the guy is that bad. And I haven't spoke to her for a while. And also I have been having fun here in Malaysia for the past few days. Thanks to a great friend of mine.
Thank You Agnes.

Last year (2007)

2007 was the year the I got my first real girlfriend. We met during a season fair in December 2006. At first I didn't really like her, even though she was very beautiful and was the center of attention at that time. Guess I judged her by just looking at her. At that time one of my friends liked her, but she didn't like him back. So nothing did happen between them. I started liking her 2 months later and we used to hang out a lot. There were times when I wasn't sure that I should ask her to be my girlfriend, but for my surprise she turned down a guy to be my girlfriend. I never was the kinda guy to get a beautiful girl like. During my secondary school years I wasn't so lucky either. So I asked her about 3 days later and she accepted. Of course. We were together for 2 months until her best friend (who happens to be a girl in case your wondering) told her that I said that I wanna break up and without even asking me she believed her best friend. I tried talking to her for about a week and then I quit trying. Soon afterward I found another girlfriend, it didn't last much longer either. Because I wasn't so good with relationships I stayed single for the rest of the year. Oh BTW I started working for my dad in May and I didn't really like it. I was the only employee. But we made our office in another office and did meet another guy who was a great friend. While working I made friends with people of different ages, I guess I made a few enemies. But I don't really have a grudge against them.

Closer to the present (after school)

After finishing my school year I didn't much to do. After getting myy results I applied for a job and they did call me for the interview. After the interview they didn't call me back. I didn't really expect to get the job either. Because I didn't get the job my parents were kinda forcing me to do a short term course which I started soon after the job thingy.
While I was doing my course I wanted too join the census program held to find out the population of the country. There I met a few of my old friends and made a lot of new friends. That's when I started talking and having fun with complete strangers. I also met 2 girls who are now like my family. I was in love with one of them, but didn't tell her that until I lost her to another guy. An advise to guys "never wait without letting someone know how you feel about them." We are still friends though we don't hear from each other much now a days. After a month after that I finished my course. And wasted most of my time chatting and sleeping, but I did have fun with the friends that I have been making.

Past life -4 (personality change)

After joining secondary school things changed a lot. I met new friends and almost all of my friend in primary schools were in other schools. Anyways that's when I met my former best friend. At first we were enemies, but after we settled our differences we became best friends. we did have a lot of fun during the 3 years in high school and after it too. We got into trouble for doing something that we didn't do at all. Guess that's when I started to show my anger to others though i controlled almost all of the time. I never did get into any fights, but I fight with my bro when we were young. Though I'm not much of a violent guy anymore. After starting high school I started controlling my anger, but I still get angry when I'm sleepy. So be Afraid, be very afraid. hehe. But even if I do get angry sometime I just can show my anger, can't help controlling it. Anyways that's for the secondary school life.

Past life -3 First love

I Joined the cadet and enjoyed being in it for 2 years in that school. Joined the independence day dance on the second year, make friends and had a great time there too. But the most important thing I remember about the two years is my first love. The first time I saw her was on the way to school she was coming out of her house and at that time I knew I was in love. I know I know. Its not right to give your heart to a complete stranger. She was a stranger at that time, but after that day she was everywhere I went to literally. One day when i went to my cousin's house there she was and back then I was a really shy guy so I just close the door and went back home. After that i told my cousin about my feeling for the girl, which is something that I shouldn't have done because my secret was in two days time. My mother was very encouraging, cause the girl was a school prefect and very good at her studies and all, but the other in my family was making fun of me. At least that stopped all of that stopped when I started my secondary school studies. Cause me and the girl wasn't in the same school anymore, though I didn't really forget about her and still felt the same way about her at that time.

Past life -2 (Dreams Shattered)

I started knowing more about the outside world when I started my primary school. On the first year I joined the school band and it didn't last long. Second year I joined the Cub Scout, learned a lot and had fun. Was in it for 4 years. I was in the swimming team for 2 years and won 2 bronze and 1 silver medals in the first competition. Though I really didn't get a chance to compete in the second year. Me and my mother was really mad at the coach. He had a personal grudge against my father and didn't let me compete. I went for all the practices for an year and at the end of the competition I was told that I won't be competing in the competition. Some of them made fun of me when they saw me crying and they still don't know why I was crying. I didn't talk about it either. Soon after that I transferred to another school. But what awaited me was more disappointment. They didn't even allow me to join the swim team. Swimming was the only thing I was good at and the only thing I was allow to do at that time, cause my parents were very protective.

Past life -1

To tel you all the truth I life has changed a lot. In good ways and bad ways. When I was young nobody outside my family knew that I exists. I stayed at home most of the time and was kinda kept away from everyone else. Though it's not like my parents force me to stay at home, but back then I didn't like the outside world.

I have 2 big brothers, 1 Elder sister and 1 Younger sister.When I was 3 we went to Sri Lanka for the year end break and also celebrated my younger sister's 1st birthday there (had a great time there even though i don't remember much). When we went back to Maldives things were different. My grandfather was very sick and past away at the end of that year. I stil miss him. Even if I was really young, I still remember him like he was here with us yesterday. He was the best grandfather that anyone would ask for.